I might be disgusting,I might be beautiful, but it must be really hard to see me as the one I really am.

Monday, October 31, 2005


aghA jan inkKe ma kOlan aSLan yeK farDe aFSoRde-haLo ina be naZar nemirESe bashim huh... huh o kOOft... bale khob age bekham afSOrdam age na niStam che rabty dare aslan be ini ke alan mikhaM begam? ini ke mikham begam ineke in webloge ma chIze hOOroofesh be khatere inke connectione inja skdhs ee dorosht shode ... baad ye jOOraYEe ma chOOn adame scHiZOOFernIaasfld o paranOOyayyaia ee hastim in masaale be tarZe azdhsjsjf raftE too mokheMOOn nemitoonim hey biaYm VAse khodemOOn weblogemOOno niga konim begim setare khodAs hata age mOrde bashe...
... o ina
baad ham inke alan in vasat raftam ke in adjkask ro attach konam ke tasviresh biad didam 80 omie yanee alan man 80 ta kar anjam dadam? ajab ke hame rah ha be pOOchio sarabO ina khatm mishe...!

Saturday, October 29, 2005


ASLan inke hamiN dige...
eY beSOOZe peDare in Internet ke maRO ta 37548975 BadE nime shaB, jaHate dastyabi be connectione moTe'adel bidar negah miDare ke Ma heY nakhabimO aslfhd beGIrimo HEy gOshnamoon beSHE hey majBOOr shim pOOle ghaza bedim...
hamiNe ke man migam hame chI be ham RABTO robOOtiyatO ina dare ...

Friday, October 28, 2005


cHOOn Ke az oon POst ghabLie faghat 3 sanie GOzashte ... man kamakan ghaMam khob... vaLi ye khabar be ROfaghat... in PC ma bakhshe faRsish taShih shOd... haLa ma baraTOOn neMoone kare taJrObiati mifrestim be zOOdi...albate age be ga naraftim
... ga ham be ma naraft...


agHa jan CHiZe... hicHi dige ma feLan ghamIm
ye gHAm e GOnde
ye GHambUuud...
liFe is a piece of shit
and that's how shit is piece oF lIfe...hamOOn ghaZIyeye hala baR aks...


doEs anybody know what we are living for...
doEs anybOdy want to take it any mOre...


kKKkkk!
Agha jan ma in ye mOshkelaTi ba cOnnection peydA kardIm jeLo khalaghiyate marO gerefte, Maane'e ROshdE khalagheye ma mishE az baS ke KOnde va Az bas ke ghate va ghAate va kholAAse be man ye keShvare PooOLdario mOdern Offer koNid ke khalaGHiyat e ma daR astaNeYe nabOOdio nisty gharar gerefte ba in SOR'ate interneti...
Ey khOda manO az SAhneye ROOZegar maHv befarMA...

Wednesday, October 26, 2005


aghA rOfaghate ma Inja migan tO 23985748 saLe nOOri az ma JooJEtari vali ye JooOri hasty engar hamOOn ghadr sAle nOOrie baraKS az ma boZOrgtari az bas ke adame ajkdhsajkdh o wise o khasiso hesab-garO manteghio inayee hasty ... migan gO to heLL ke asLan nemikhaYm rikhtetO negah konim...
vaH...vagheAn ke aJab zendegIe sjhsjkf o dar eYne haL sjkdhfdjee ...

Tuesday, October 25, 2005


hamE rOfaghatE darKe mafHOOmo ghyRe darKe maFHOOmi raftan baNgkOk
khOB be haR haL zenDEgi SAraBi bisH nistO ina che dar baNgkoK che dar Phnom Penh...


it's so fUnny
ke che JOOri hame yehO eyNe ham mishanN basE adam...
va it's alSO fUnny ke man har dafe OOn bala mishinAm va niGashOOn mikOnam...


i'm not in lOve at the momento ina...
nemidOOOnam in dastane aSheghane ghaMginane Az kojam dar OOmad yeHOyee...
kOOft bale... yanee nakheyr...aSlan ham ashegh nistam...
vah...!
i just loved this idea ke ghalbe ye nafar mesle ye noghte koOchoOOloOO roo labash bashe va tAraFff nebinatesH...
va bere...
va aDame ghaLB roo laBi bege OOn ghalbam vaS TOe olagh bOOd varesh nadashty chera?
baaD oon olAgham bege ashfdajkhf man DIdam ye noghte rOO labete ha ... feK kardam ke naGhse oZvi chiziE...
adame ghalBe rOO labi ham bege manam dige nadaramesH ba khoDam ...Dige hiCh nOghteyee ROO labam nist...

Monday, October 24, 2005


agha khastam begam yeki az rOfaghatemOOn inja khylee adame radifie...
aslan tanha kaSie ke ma Dar in DOre az ZEndegani o ina bash dar morede aFkaremOOn harf mizanIm...OOnam ye adame asjdhajkfh e va aFkare ma raSte kareshe!
khOlase inke ma OOno yade javOOniash minDazim oonam marO yade 40 salegIMoon minDaze va chOOn 2tamOOn mesle khaR ba khoDeMoon hal mikOnim ye jOOrayee vaghty bahamim Ghaziye 2 ZARBDAR 2 = 4 pish miad baEs mishe aZ khOdemOOn hey LaBrIZzz beshim va javOOnio piriMOono hamZaman o tOaman o kaNtineRi ba ham be varteYe moShaheDE bekeshOOnim!
Ajab ke ma O in reFIghateE DArke maTLabie ma baHALO khalaghatio O inayeem!


agHa Zadim in PC dARbedaghOOno ina neMOOdim hala nemishe bAsh farSi type kaRd baad rOfaghat migan setareye sjdsfdkjf in neveshtehaT chera Ghat sHOd...nemiGan setare tOO in SarZamine arVaH che JOoori mitOOne barnameye FArsI gir bIare...
AjaB ke ZendeGi saraBi Bish niSssssta...


saate 5 sOb be tanha chizi ke fek mikOnam khabe
saate 5 bade ZOhr be tanha chizi ke feK mikOnam khabe
saate 10 shab be tanha chizi ke fek mikOnam khabe
saate 2 sob be tanha cHIzi ke fek mikOnam khabe
baS biDar bashi ta feK kOni... tOO khab esmesh Fek niSt khab diDane...


saate 4 sOb
TOo aYne be khodam negah kaRdam
va
yeKi digaRO be jaye khoDam didam
...


aGhA jan chIz shod...
chi... ye chIze khanDe ... in refighate ma be ma goft ke Zane rAeeSSesh namayeshgahe naghashio honarmandeYEe goZaashte pashO berim ke kamI bekhandim... mam didim KOlan khanDe chizZZe khoobiE BaSe ghaLbO in jarYanat...
kholaSe pashodim POshte motore in refighateMOOn savar shodim raftiM dame ROOdkhoone...baAd ooOnja koLLi khandidim o ina... na khob akheE chOOn ke khande ham dasht chOOn namayeshgahE faJIII bOOd va inke Zane raEEsesh yeK HOnarmandE makSHOOf nashoDE bOOd va karash koLLi faJIhatO ina boOOd ... maM bade inke kOli khandidim goftim berimM ba sayere ROfaghat sham bokhOrim ... khoLaSsee yehO ye barOOne fejaHati gereft ke Az naghashihaye Zane raEES be marateB FEjahat tar va vaghEi tar bood. mam ye kam neshastim ta saate 10 baad didim ghaTO ina nemishe pashOdim pOshTe moTOre ROfafghat ta dame khoOOneye rOfaghat OOmadim... baaDEsh SEyl o ina raH oftadDEe BOOd... azZZ jaHATi banDe daR yek lahzZe farDe ba shakhsiYATi shOdam be rOfaghat goftam manO hamin ja piade kOn ma baghiye rahO ba motorDOP mirim yanee ba ye rananDeye motor biGaNE o ina... khOlase ye ranaDe peyDa kardim va ROOye sEyL va zIre barOOn be shEKle fejahat reSIDIm khooNE...
kHOlaSe inKe feJAhat DAr feJAhat shOdim...o ina...!

Friday, October 21, 2005


agha janNNN
chIZ shOd...hichi dIge in REfighate kamboji ke gharare pROtecti baham dahstim bargasht emrOOz be ma goft bOOlOOzet khylee s'aate yanee ke khoshgele o ina ...
mam bargahstim ba kheSHanate asjhfjkdshf o ina goftim hO marDAK sare jadet asheghe ma nashi o ina ha chOOn ke ma hamIn jOOri koli mashghaleE darim o ina nemitOOnim tORO in vasat jamO jOOr konim... baad raEEseMOOn kami baad be halate khande va naBOOdi az man vared shod goft be in bichareye ashdjs chi gofTY? akhe key mikhay bozoRG shi? hanOO nemidooni aAA eeen tirip harfa baes mishe marDOm bishtar vaReDE eshgHO ina besHAn?
asdhsjfh aaa yanee pa ma in haMe be sHOOma tOO teYROOn migoftim HO asheghe ma naSHIn in baes miSHOd shOOma bishtar asheghe ma beshin?
kshdjash haMine ke man migam hameye rah ha be sexixixixitE man khatm mishe diGE!
kOOFT! bemirin! yekiTOOn namibayeST az dahaneSH in harf dar MIOOmad ke ma bishtar akdjhasjk e to mishim vaghty to zer mizani??! raEESAm baS dar kambOjia be man bege?
Ey khoDA kiLL me o ina!

Thursday, October 20, 2005


mikham ye film begiram
ya besazZAm
ya chizi Daar in mayeha...va inke a shOrt time leFt tOoo live...
va a lot of thinGs left toOoo dO
va sO much More tOOoo say
bUt we all have TO keeP Quite...
For eVer anD eveR

Wednesday, October 19, 2005


in hamiN rOfaghatE prOtecti , gharAre ma be eZaye protect shoODaneMOOn besh AkaSee be tadrisiM o ina...
baLe ta cHeShmetoon daR ad aZAsham POOl nemigirim BUzz ta cheshMetooOn daR ad ChoOn ke kaMbojie va inKe ma daRIm khyrE sareMOOn ye kare maRdoOmi anJam midim ke badan ke MOrdim marDOm began che adame afhksfhdj bOOd in setare ba inke hame ROfaghatesh migOftan ye ane skhdfjkhf bish niS...
vA BuZZ ta chesheTOOn dar ad darR eZaye tadRis azAsh hich chiZ nemigiriM va maghaSEDe shOOme sOo eStefade ham aZash nadarIm faGhat shaYad badan daR yeki 2PROje aZAsh kaRhayee beKhaym o ina...haLa hey beGIn setare khaSiso sjdhjkf o inAs va inke sare hamamOOn kola GOzashte raftE kambOj ke dastemOOn besh narese ...
DIge be haRki harFaTOOn naresE be ma ke mIrese...ni?

Tuesday, October 18, 2005


agHa ma eMroOz be in refighate kambOji goftim ke inja ma shenidim ke train hash khylee khafano skdhs o inas va 473759857 ROOZ tool mikeshe ke adam ye masire 1 saataro bere... vali ma mikhaym VAsteye aKASSi berim ke tajRObiayetee o ina kasb konim va kolan farde maKSOObi beshim. vali kho shayad bezarim ke ye kam seNemoOn bala rfat in karo anjam bedim...
Baad in refighateMOOn be shekle zhdjkash va tahGHir koNandegie jeENsIyaTi MeLiyati goft age bekhay i will come with you ke protect koNim shomarO az sjkhdjsdhfjkf haye masIr...
na aKhe mikham beDOOnam in sheKle raftaR ba yeK teFle khoRdsale talEbe tajRObIyat doroSte?


maA OsooLan AYeen adama chiZe ziadi dastgiremOOn nemishe...
ina hey mian yeho migan tkadhgsh aaaa to che ghanDare ajbibo askdhgs hasty tell us more tell us more asdsfghf us more... va kholase hame chi mOre ...
baad Mam tell them mOre ke mikonim hame askdhgsj mishan migan khOdafezZZzz to che ghandare wildO khgds hasty o mibashio khahi bOOd... vah!
khastam daR zemn begam rOfaghate bishLLakhsiyate man: KhylEE tiripin ke sgahfdh nemisHinnO nashODin o ina!

Monday, October 17, 2005


aGha in reFIghate ma eMroOOz saRe KOOche ba MOTOr o ina marO did PORsid in swedie hamsayat hamOOn GOOsh aVIIzOOni chand saleshe?
maM goftim nemidOOnim be valaHe faghat aZ ma khoOO boZOrgtare... In refighate ma bargasht GOFt: HEh( eYneHOO hamina! ba hamin lahne zsdhsjdd) inja HAme az TO bOZORgtaran...HEh(2)
akhe ma mikhyM beDOOnim dOROste marO hey ina sare senemOOn abUse konan?
aZ tarafi haMin refighateMOOn gof tO khylee adame paranoOOiaia o shiZZZzoferNNo tavahOMi hasty ke in yarOO dorost Konandeye DOOrbino dirOOz picH dadi va dOOse bashakhsiyateteOO az khoDet na-Omido skadskaj nemOOdi ...
kho hala ma khastim ye zAre MEsle baghiye ROfaghat BOZOrg bashim in dORoSte maro aBuse shakhsiyati koOnan?

Sunday, October 16, 2005


aGHa CHiZO ina shod...
hamin dige ...
haL nadaram begam chI shodo ina badan minDEvisam...

Saturday, October 15, 2005


iN aGhaye DorosT konanDeye dOOrbin ZanGid Goft misHe hamo beBinim ma DOOrbino be shOOma bedim... mam GoFtim na khyer ke ma nemIkhaym be hich asjkdhs shoma ro private bebinim choon ke man skdgsg kardam be haR chizZe private o ina... OOnam goft be darak doKhtareye skdhjksh man khaStam be LOtfam boOrOO DOOrbineto 2 shanbe aZ cOmpany beGir ...
Ey khoda che ghaNdare man raftarE sexixiixito ina ba MarDOm daram ... khodaya mAno bokosh...!!


agHa jan chIze o ina... hamin dige...
ma be yeki az ROfaghatemoon ke sWedene goftim in hamsayeye ma, hamOOn aVizande az har do gOOsh swedie o ina ma zIaDo ina bash harfnak mishim... nevshte askdjhsadh aaa pas bash mOzdavejat shO bia sWEd... ma miKhaym bedOOnim in refighate ma cheshme didane ma KHali ro nadare? maGe ma khodemOOn cholaghim ke nashe beDOoone moOzdavejat pashod raft swEd ...o kholaaSe ajab dOnyayee o ina...
vali khob sTill she's mine...!

Friday, October 14, 2005


Today was such an adventure o ina… aval inke yeki az rofaghate bashakhsiyate ma az ma khaste bood berim aks begirim az moOze o ina… baad ma ye nokte schIzOfernia yee inayee nesbat be Mooze o ina darim oonam ineke ma dar kOOdaki bar tebghe private education-studying stuff be jaye madreso ina sob miraftim mOOze ke adame askdhsjk bar biaym… kholase va choon az koodaki schizOgsddg boodim ehsas mikardim hame daran be ma negah mikonan va ba dahane bazo bidandOOn migan in bache chera madrese narafte…MoOOhahaha…!
AZ tarafi raeese ma choon baradashtan tablighe restooranesho too PHnOm Penh visitors guide chalasBOondan kenare MARTiNi BAR ke ye jende khooneye systematic e emroozo azaye omOOmi elam karde bood… vaS khatere hamin ma bara baHa dadan be DOOste moteshakhes raftim ke az museum akS begirim… kholase raftim o dame oonja ta in DOOrbine kOOfty ro dar avordim didim yeho askdhsajkdhf shod va hata ye done aks ham nagereft va ghato pat shodo asgjhfg gardid… mam avalesh be halite shock kami darooOne chamana neshastim baaad goFtim berim ye soHboone charbo chILlli kamboji bezanim ke goftan charbi hormone ashgdsfg ro azad mikone va ehsase sdsjkhf be adam dast mide adam az gham dar miad…! Kholase raftim too ye café o oonvaght in kamboja bargashtan hey goftan saat saat…mam goftim saat amate saat khalate madar felan!( in saat ye chizi dar hade sexiyiateteo ineke ma ba ghiafat khylee hal mikonime) kholase ina goftan aaa yanee to kamboji balaTI? Mam goftim bahle! Kholase refighat shodim dar in heyn yeki az rofaghat zang zad goft pasho bia ye kar hast anjam bede 180$ midan… mam didim ba Poolesh mishe be andaze maBsOOti soboone khord va hata ta hadi bashariato najatid. Kholase goftim miayym hala…baad ma az OOn ja ke dar oOmadim raftim koli ketabe daste DOvom kharidim goftim akhare hafte daROOne balkon mikhoonim ke goftan ketab magHze adamo rOOshan mikone!
Kholase az ketab forooshi ke dar oomadim ye seri az rofaghate sare rahio bi sar parastemoono didim… oonam goftan pasho bia berim skate… yanee to poole ma ro bede mam poole toro midim mam goftim bashe berim … kholase raftim ye ja taHe shahr dar ye fazaye vaHm alOOde khales poR az jOOrab va charkhe skate ( kolan in ghabrestane skate ha ghabeliate neveshtane ziadi dare ke hala be shekel bashakhsiyatane minevisam ye zaMani va mizAram bekhoonin … alan jasH inja nis) kholase ma raftim daROOne in faza va be skate mashghool shodim va dige kambojia nemigoftan saat balke migoftan akDGJASGD ke be farsi mishe in koskhole az askjdh oomade?
Kholase dahanemoOOn ke ba skate service shod raftim be kare 180$ beresimo ta saate 6 dargiro ina boodim badesh ham goftim hala berim theatre … kholase be theater anDAr shodim va moghe bargahstan ba motor hava asjkdhs bood va barOOn o sfkjfdhfhf….
Hala faghat moshkele shakhsiayto ina in vasat be shekel ghamginane yee ye PayeeeE bar ja baghi manD…

Thursday, October 13, 2005


ino goftam ke OOn roozi ye seri neveshte peYda kardam too WEblogaye ahDE bOooghim?... ye ghesmati dashte be esme ridaN bar khodo ina... va Az oonja ke ma TaBAhOrate khasI dar in JoOr kara az KHod neshOOn dadim hamishe... haLa man ye rOOze oon RIdan bar khode KaZZayee ro miZaram ta inke hame ba haM bar ooOn teflO KoOdake masOOm bekhandim o begim Dast daSt...!

khab ya bidari, dotash ye gohe 12/15/2002 7:39 AM
to ye bache koochooloyee, too zehdane madaresh...
zire patoo dar tariki va tanhayee motlagh pahato jam mikoni too shikamet, angoshte shasteto mimeki va midooni ke too zehdane madaret be khab rafty...
kash hich vaght be donya nemioomadi...
ye rooz sob az khab pamishi va mibini ke hich vaght voojood nadashty.
hich vaght oon chizi naboodi ke bayad bashi.
oon chizi ke khasty bashi.
ya ... aslan mage hich vaght khasty chizi bashi? Aslan mage hich vaght chizi khasty?


agha jan in maSaleye naghaShiHye khOOneye ma taMoom ina shod... hala vaSe hameye ROfaGHat ye dOOne email mifrestaam va aKsaye naghashiyaye khOOnamo ARze midaram ke halesho bebarin o ina baZ begin setare ajab sdgfgjhh eee... in sdgfgjhh ham aYOon foshaYe kharo madar dare ke chapo Rast be man midin...

Wednesday, October 12, 2005


agha jan chiZe in HamSayeyeye ma bOOd hamOOn aviZandeye Az har dO gOOsh( man khodam ham akhe esMam dar vaghe baD dar mOOhayaAshe we're all indians you know..!) kholase ma daRROOne balkon BOodim ooOnam bood... maM boodim... goftam ke ham ma BOodim ham OOn? kho ma bOOdimo oOn... khoLase ooMado SOhbatnako harFnako ina shodim... baDD zerty asHghale sIghalesho endakht aZ balkon payeeEEn... khob mam khyLee chiZaro mOmkene az khylee jaha bendazIm payeen vaLi man mikHam bedooNam VaSteye ye Swedi in Kar che MafHOOmi mitOOne dashte bashe...feK konam VOjoohate mesRish bOOd ke dar yek lahze bar vOOjOOhate swedish ghalabe nemOOd o ina... aashdsjf aaa aslan goftam ke 2 rageye swedi mesrie?... ino chi... goftam ke ma O oon too balkon bOOdim? kho bOOdim... yaneEE mikhayn begin inam gOftam ke 2 ragas? va taZe sighaleesHo mindaze too KOoche? skjdhsdhf aaa pa che ghAndare cHizZayee ro Goftam ke zendegie dhaskh o khosoosie khodame... man ajab refighe skdhsjfh baSteye shOOmama..


agHa jan aval inke ma fahmidiIm in ROfagHate ma aDamaye aJibianN ba'zaAn... agE ma baghale KaRGarDano ShoOtorMorghaam khabide bashIm migan aaazdhas ajaB Kare seXXiatie in seTare azash sar mizane ...maRizaye biimAre dhjfhgfjg beRin DOctOOr berin baghale KarGaran bekhabin aDamaye askhfsdjfh e sdgshgdh!
az tarafi in raEEse ma ham kolan adame aJabie mahiyatan... koOOft nakhyer, na az lahaze kargarDaniato ina, balke be khatere inke in daR rabete ba man dochare zhsjkfh shode choon ke hey aZ man kar mikeshe mesle skhfsh va inke badesh hey fek mikone dare mano abuse kariyati miKone va HEy mire baram keYke shoooOOkoOOlaty ke har koodoomesh 4.5$... chOOn ke raeeSam ina raeeSe ye rEsstoorane DOzdan... mikhare miare miDe be man mige: faRzande man ZEnDEgi barRagHe barat? mam migim bale eYhenHOO ayne! kholase in ye shoOOkhi beyne mas ke age be nazare shoOma bahal nist choon aslan be sHoma rabty nadare ...bara ma khAnDe tOOshe!
hala hamin dige... hey man mikham aKsaye bashariatimo inaro bezaram too webloge bashakhlslsiisti vali nemishe az bas ke asdkhfsjfbdffmfnffdj va hamchenin sajkfhdfsdfh va inke kooOne laghetoon age akharesham nafahmidin chera... vah!

Tuesday, October 11, 2005


OsooOOlan maHiyaatan che chizi miTOOne bishtar az motor savari adamo be EREeection o in banndo basata nazDik kone?
vahH...

Monday, October 10, 2005


ye yarooe hast, aslan kafam borid inja hamSaDamoone baad in korea yeeeieie hastesh hala south o nortehsh ham mikhayn bedoonin male korE jOOoonoobie khoob shod? hala kholase in ye kaLLooomche begi engIlisi balade ke balaT nist oonvaght inja daneshgah dars mide baad besh migam che zaBooni khob dars midi? mige kamBOji... akhe inam harfe? marDOm khial mikOnan man chiam ke in harfaye skdhdhf ro be man mizanan... akhe 3 mah bishtar nis ke dare kamboji yad migire... vah... az OOon varam oonyeki haMsayamoon ye pesaras ke mikhad mano az goosham avizoon kone dame dare khoonash choon man shabaye tatil ke az aLvaty bar migardam in sdhgedh hamishe too balkone va man hamishe nemitoonam dare payeeno baz konam va hamishe be in migam mishe ke helpo ina o bia darO baz kono ina...
az tarafi inke man inja neshastam be karaye khalaghiyatio ina raeeSSam mige mage ma maskhareye toeem pa? Pa kare ma chi... kholase inke GoOOya bas ye kam be karaye sjkhdjf beresimo inke bando basate khalaghiyato ina tatilo ina o ina...


aGHa jan chizE o ina
hamin dige Kole ZendeGi hala chi haST ke Jozesh chi bashe
zhdsjdhdhfs am be hameE ahmagha
va jkshfdjfh be khodam ke i don need them anymore...
still me, baba ... ajab man nemooneye skdhsadhd hastam ...

Sunday, October 09, 2005


agHa jan cHizZ bood...
ma ye kam sdhasjhdj BOoodimo iNa.. baad in haLate shfdjhf ziadTar az mOed DarOoone ma baGhi MooOnde ineke ma A EMrOOz sOb Be sOaLate FalsAfie eNsanHaye Avalie ya DAR vaghe Be SOalate aValie enSan ha ROoY aVordim GoFtim basHad ke AZ in halate shdshsldjkd KHOrOOOjiat yaBim o ina...
hALa GOoya I Feel mUch bettero ina...
Pa hala daSt DaSt...!


aGHa Ma chiZ shodim... hichi dige raftim Dame roodkhooOne o ina baad ye seri rOfaGHte Bi saRparaste khAnevaro ina ke ma aaANha ro tamame modate 387894357 sale gOzashte RIsmani bAseye khalaghiyate khoD va peymOOdane PElekan e taraghI gharar dade bOOdim oomadano goftan: AA KOOoodoooOm gooOrio ina boodi in hame VaghT ke marO faramooOsh kardi... dige $ jelO cheshaTO gerfete baDbakhto asdhsd o dhshdj be ma saR nemiZani?
mam gOftim AshTIo ina o raFtim tOO kashtio ina va man hala TOo ooneki webloge ba shakhsIyatio ina aKsaye kashtio GOzashtam pashin berin niga konin...Deee berin dige ...baZZ vaysaDan hamin ja .... vaH...

Saturday, October 08, 2005


emmm... hala ma alan GORosneO inayeemo inA badeesh Inke alaN o inam mikHaym berIm dame ROOoodkhoone aKS begirim ke KheDmati be khOd va bAshariyat karde basHim...
-BaShariat lOOk whO's back...!


emm... rastesh ma yadeMooon oftad ke tavaOde maDaram ina bood ghaRar bood shadi avaro ina bashim...baad ham inke hala nagin az Barbie bazi khaste shOde be KHaLe bazi roO avorde o in barnameha hahaa o ina ha ha...baad ham inke hala rofaghate dige ghamO ina nashan ke ma cheGHoooline inaro gozastimo ina ha ha...
delemoon mikhast aslan be baghiye che... adam ekhtiare webloge khodesham nadare? vah...!
baad ham rofaghate aksi badan bian poole LanSe shodaneshoon tavasote InJanebo berizan be SandoOgh choOn ma az hamin alan gozashtim be hesabeshooOn...


agha inike ma yeho yademoon oomad Base oonyeki ashshdfimoon neveshtim vaghean maro dar ahsjdh foroo bord va ye dafe raftim in shere you're lost little girl, tell me who are yOu... ro goosHidim... khastim bebinim hala vagheIEiee o ina alan ma midoonim what to do o ina ya inke na o ina....
NatiJe: tHe dOoors rUles!


agha jan ma emrooZZ dashtim ba In dOcharkhamoono ina miraftim cinema yeKhoyee be in fekr residim ke AAaaa! che GhaNdare in Kambojia DOkhrashOOoon shabihe bachehaye daNeshGA e HOnaro memaRie khoDemooOOnan... enGhare ke hame COpy haman...engHari the wHoLe F country is a phOto-copY machine o InaRO taKSSIro ina nemOOOde...
aGha jan aJab basSatie In DOnya jUst tell me, Yeki niS jamesh kOne?
Well, at least me and DonYa have sth in COmmon!


ye az keSayee ke mAn ziaD besh fekr mikonam jiMm morrisOne...
be Jimmy Morrison... be khooneye siamak o zarfe aJil... be acid o saye roshani ke aftab roozaye eyD biKhe diFar doros mikard be havayee ke na sard bood na garm...be noore khorshido patoo o cooler, be ciagro dvd o... Zarfe ajIl o Jim mOrrison...
i'm a lost little girl...

Friday, October 07, 2005


aGHAAA chize...bas begam ke emrooz baNDO basate KhoOooshoonato ina tatilo inas choon ke TAVALODE MAdAREMOOOOOoooone va man mikham ye emrooOOze aYeena bashan ke migan "I do believe in fariries" o ina...! jshfdjkfhdjkfhdf aaaa! EYVOOoooLZ!
az tarafi inja ye chize moshkel mananDI hast ke ma ziad az ohdeye haLesho ina bar naOOoomadim... inke agha jan maDare ma darooone mamaLeke raGHiiiye o baGhiye o ina mojood mibashe baadesham inke sAAto RooOOzo inash ba ma MoteNNnnFavete va hala ma nemidoonim vas mamanemoon emrooz diROooze ya fardas ya inke aslan shayad ye rooOOz bashe ke hanoo khylee MooNNde ta biad vali be vaghte KambOOooja alan taValode maMAnemoone o ina va inke khob zendegie sdhsjkhfjf booOOd kolano ina ke mamaneMoon be donya OOoomad va inke badesh maro Be DOnya avord va inke maM labod badan yeki Digaro be DOnya miarim... khYLeee zenDEgie khaFANAKie o ina ke kole ina sabeteSH mikoOOne...aaa!


agha in maDaremoon DObare Ye email o ina zad goft ajab webloge KHaZZzi dari ke nemishe har kas bekhad COmment bede vah... choon ke to harfe mano sadhsjkd bardashty inja onvan kardi hala hame migan MaDare setare che asdhsjk hast ke mige dastoooOOre zabano ina va khalaghiyate baChasho zire soLAte amighe faLasafi mibare...
khob man beDIn vasile Az VasiLe gharar daDane madarEmoon ORzzZZ mikhaymo ina va eZZ'aaN midara ke man yek lkjfdjkhf yieiei bish nIstam...!


in mige ke ba jof shehash dide oon do ta ro o ina ke chiZZ mikardano ina...
alan yadam oftad ke ye keSAAyee be man migan akhe kho in chiza ke chizZeo ina dige to chera hey tozih midi o ina...
az tarafi ye seRi haye dige migan to chera bazi karat sadas bazihash sljsaljfdkf eeieiei... akhe in che soali akhe man mikham bedoonam.. akhe man az daste shoma che asjhdjksdhf konam? mage man az ShoOOooma miporsam chera ye shab tokhme morgh mikhorin ye shab feSenennnjooOOon... ey khoDaaaa... man o bokosh...!

Thursday, October 06, 2005


ma chi begim vala
khob labod mire ZendanO ina...
belakhare marDaye shdskhdjh ham BazZzi mogheha majboor mishan aaaiiin ghanOona peYjari( peyravie ejbari) konan o beran zendano in barnameha dige vaghALna ke chOOoobo ina daroOOone oona o ina...
aaa taze ye chizi...agha ma in weblogemoono be afraade bashakhsiayato ina addressesho dadim baad yeseri az RofaGHat migan setareye slxfjfdjfdfk ina ke enghanDare enghAndare bashakhsiato inan to dige khodet khabare marget ye kam mora'ato ina o bashakhsiato ina bash o ina... o ina...
akhe inam harfe mizaNin na akhe mikham bedoOOnam harfe?
Bale midoonam az lahaze mahiyati ke kho bale bale az lahaze mahiyatisho midoonam... kho na scjscjb sjslkjjsjsjss.....


agha man ye sohbati bokonam ba in s@@ra salgardan ...
agha jan to chete man mikham bedoonam... chera ye ajkhdsajkdh az khodet be ma nemidi?
chi kar mikhay bokoni? mage ma zojiyate honari nistim...
mikhay talagh begiri? mikhay motareke koni? mikhay mojadele koni? moasheghe koni? moamele koni? monaGhese koni? chi kar mikhay bokoni be man begoo man adame roshanfaKeriam o ina faghat ino bedoon ke maro injoori asdjhsjkdh mikoni man dahani azat saf mikonam badan ke fekre talagho az asdgasjdg biroon koni... ba asdhsj oomadi ba kafan az dAre zOjiyate hOnari ba man biroon miri zanike olagh, man sdhsdhdhs mikonam kesio ke zojiyate honarisho ba man zire soal bebare...
to ye sadhsjhdhsf ksjhdsdhfjfh sfdhfjkdhfjkdhf bish nisty az in lahZe bas man...
PS. bakhshesh faghat dar soorati ijad o e'mal mishe ke 21 bar be navare man goosh bedi va shaba shere danYasore abio bezari zire BaLeshteT...


agha ma az in dastane madaremoono ina yade dastanaye bachegio ina oftadim. baad ye kam deghat kardim didim in Repunzel ajab datane shOOoooovinistie aaa! yanee shOOOoVaro ShoVVinismo gis keshio inaro hame baham dare o kholase dastane ghato pato zayee eieieie...aslan man nemidoonam in dastanaye maliikhoooLLiayyee Shovinismi eSSkiZOofernianyee ro kian ke minDevisan...khial mikonan adam nemifahme?
khob har chi bashe belakhare yE bache az lahaze mahiyatiam ke shode bozorg mishe be layehaye slhdjashf ee dastana pey mibare vah...
vah... baz bas goft ajab donyayee askdhsdh hasta aaaa!


agha ye chizi pish oOOmad o ina hala man alan migam chie o ina.
in maDaremoon oomad be ma neveshte daroOOne email zad ke aaa! ajab asdhasdhf hasty to ke eNghandare khalghe aSaAaro ina mikoni, enGhari ke nemitooni khalgh konande nabashi o ina...
baadesh goft oon ghesehe yadete ke ye dOkhtare skjdhasjkdh bood ke ye rooz 1joft kafsh peyda kard badesh vardasht zerti pash kard baad shoroo kard be raghsidan .... va inke dige nemitoonest az raghsidan vaYsooOOne khodesho yanee ke shahr be shahro roosta be roosta o ina be halate raghs miraft o nemitoonest vaYiiste... hala to eyNeHoooO oon shodi o ina...
...na akhe man mikham bedoonam in dastane shIzOOfernia mALooOOkhililiaaayee ro akhe ki neveshte...choon ke man kam kam be in hes daram miresam ke begam baba yeki ina biad mano az khalghe asar o ina nejat bede...sOmeboDy hElPpppp...


agha ina migan to ke gir dadi be in ghaza khordano modelao havijao ina hala khodet che ghanDare mage ba azadi ghaza mikhori o ammEEye mane ke hey rah mire mige KaLerI o ina?
bale, bale kooft ameye shomas...mage ye amme az lahaze mahiyaty nemitoone moraghebe KaLarI hash bashe...?
man daram masayele askhhkdf ro be shekle sjdhjksieieie bayan mikonam shoma gir midin be khaleghe asarat? be khodede aFarinanDe? be khode man?
vah... che maghzaye asdhskjhjdfhsj darin shooomaha...!

Wednesday, October 05, 2005


ino 2 ta havije skdhskdh dashtan beyne khodeshoon mizemzemiridan( zemzeme+ zeridan+ mi vasteye estemrare fe'l va tozih vasteye mamanam va refighate grammerim o ina)
...


in chizi o inayee ke in bala nevehstamo alanam migam ke faghat man khAAare o madaAAre asjdhsajkdh haro ro yeki mikonam age yeki biad bege setare che khodesho tahvil gerefte... va honare ashadhs mano zire soal bebare o ina ...
agha az tarafi maDare ma ye kaGHaz VasTeye ma nevehste too email o ina gofte che gHandare ghalate Grammeri dari, taHjiJeshoon kon ke hgdsahdsp nabashi ... akhe mikham bedoonam shoma che ba ghalate dastoori che ba doroste dastoori alsan osoolan mahiyatan mifahmin man chi migam ya na? aaaoonvaram yeki az rofagHatam gofte ino... aKhatsh mano ina nemifahmam DastooOOro o ina che askhdsd hast in vasat vaghty shoma ye kaloooomche az charandiate mano asjkdhgsajkdh nemishin? ajab donyaye asjkdhshee ieie...
emza: setareye nabood shode....


ina migan ke beshoon gofte shode boode oonaro bokoshan...
oona vardashtan khordaneshoon...
hala choon oonaro ordako ghazo morgho ina didan khordan ya inke choon googoolio nazo bamaZEee boodan?
hala ke oona khob khorde shodan vali oon khorandeha ke zendan berin beporsin azashoon
ni?doros nemigam?